I've got a lot to say.. but I wonder how to start. Poly life makes me feels so lonely at times. I wonder why. Am I the one who always distance myself from the others? Or is it because I make others think that they should distance themselves away from me? Sometimes I would feel there's no one that I can really turn to when I need. & I srsly I hate to have such wayang feelings. But honestly speaking, I do have a group of nicefunfriendly classmates:) However the wayang feelings that I'm having is still there at times. Why? Perhaps its just me:( Anyw I'm pretty sad since yesterday night. Course I've kind of finally decided to step forward for someone.. but yet someone's kind of moving backwards:( & hence.. I've decided to stop where I am now. Not going to move anywhere. Why's reality tend to be so cruel at times? ps. you'llneverbemine, ahqc-chmd. .. one of the lift in SP,
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 Izan . Izyan, the ones that I stick to in class:) The ones that I shoutscreamlaughplay w/ always.
Izyan . Katherine:)
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