I've got a lot to say..
but I wonder how to start.

Poly life makes me feels so lonely at times.

I wonder why.
Am I the one who always distance myself from the others?
Or is it because I make others think that they should distance themselves away from me?
Sometimes I would feel there's no one that I can really turn to when I need.

& I srsly I hate to have such wayang feelings.

But honestly speaking,
I do have a group of nicefunfriendly classmates:)
However the wayang feelings that I'm having is still there at times.

Why?
Perhaps its just me:(

Anyw I'm pretty sad since yesterday night.
Course I've kind of finally decided to step forward for someone..
but yet someone's kind of moving backwards:(
& hence..
I've decided to stop where I am now.
Not going to move anywhere.

Why's reality tend to be so cruel at times?

ps. you'llneverbemine, ahqc-chmd.

.. one of the lift in SP,

Cam-woring,

Izan . Izyan,
the ones that I stick to in class:)
The ones that I shoutscreamlaughplay w/ always.

Izyan . Katherine:)

Moody day.

However his cute-ness makes me smile:)
♥ HimHImHim ttm!

ps. don'tlikethatfeeling.

Pics Talk.

ps. zeroonezerooneonezero.

There's this string.
I'm holding on to one of the end,
& you're holding on to the other end.

One day,
I decided to play w/ it.
& soon it starts to break..
we once tried to stick it back.
& yes we managed.

But you see..
things doesn't really last if you break and stick it back too many times.

& soon I played w/ it again.
This time round I pulled harder w/ my fullest strength.
Again it break.

You felt tired after much breaking and sticking.
& you decided to give up.

As time passes,
I grew up.
Missed holding on to that string we once held together.
Regreted for being too playful srsly.

& I just want to let you know,
I srsly don't bear to let go.
Hence I decided to hold back on to my end of the string.
& I sincerely hope you'll hold on back to the other end as well.

I want my last chance from you.

*Every single word comes from my heart itself*

ps. millionbillion(s)apologies.

Today's cfm not my day.

Met up w/ JX Olivia Julie,
then headed for movie w/ JX & Olivia only.
Watched Bodyguards & Assassins!
I don't mind rating it w/..
~~~~~:D
So yep worth watching it larh.

Then Naomi Rah & friend joined for dinner.

5 super embarrassing things about me today-.-|||
#1. I 不小心 bang my head on the wall(& miss. Olivia saw it!).
#2. While Olivia's trying to pour the drink into her bottle.. she pour on my leg while laughing!
#3. When Olivia's trying to grab some pockcorn, the pockcorn fall on my leg.
#4. I got scared while watching the so NON-HORROR movie(both JX & Olivia saw it)!
#5. During dinner.. I got a rice stick to my chin(Olivia was the one who pointed it out):S
Thanks Olivia for being involved in all my embarrassment today ehs?
HAHAHAHAHA:D

But overall I still love it.

Laughing my way home larh srsly.
I can't stop thinking about myself kind of "jump up" when that stupid man pop out on the screen so suddenly lorh..
It was super embarrasing when the two person beside me turned and look @ me & laugh larh.
But if I were them I will also laugh like hell one leh.
I mean it was srsly funny that I got scared larh..
because its a totally NON-HORROR movie larh,
but I really kena scared lorh.

I'm still laughing right now larh!
HAHAHAHAHAH:D

Happy:)

ps. thankyouyouyou!